For me
that the worst feeling in the world
is the feeling that I’m the only one
in a particular situation
and that in my struggle
I am alone.

At times I feel troubled
or distressed
about some aspect of my life –
perhaps difficulties at work
or at home
or the challenges of trying to be
a good parent or a good friend
or if I’m caught in the cross-fire
when others dispute
or sometimes if life simply seems
to overwhelm me.

I bring my troubles to Jesus in prayer.

Sometimes I look up at a picture
called “In the Wilderness”
depicting Jesus’ struggle in the desert
as he tried to come to terms
with the enormity
of what was being asked of him.
This image reminds me
that Jesus once walked in this world
and that at times,
he, too, struggled to cope.

I sense
that Jesus understands
all of the struggles of humanity,
and all of my struggles
completely.

I sense that
Jesus is right here by my side
and that, in my struggle,
I am not alone.

© Claire Murray, 8 December 2015