Selling the Car

Jeannie loved the car.
It had huge sentimental value
but Jeannie needed the money
so the car had to go.
Jeannie had buyers lined up
who seemed very interested
in the car
but Jeannie was afraid
of not getting a fair price
as she didn’t really know
that much about cars.

Oh, dear!

Her son, Andy, stepped into the breach,
saying he would be happy to meet the buyers
and negotiate a fair price with them.

Andy was true to his word
and, when the day came,
Jeannie simply introduced Andy
to the buyers
and Andy took over.

Jeannie watched.

Andy smiled, shook hands
and chatted in a relaxed manner
as he showed the buyers
around the car,
explaining all of the mechanical details
confidently and truthfully.
A short while later,
Andy shook hands with the buyers again,
money was counted out,
car keys were handed-over
and the buyers left with a wave
and a smile.

Jeannie watched all of this,
absolutely fascinated.
Could this amiable, self-assured,
business-like young man
really be her Andy?

Jeannie was seeing her Andy
in a whole new light
and she felt a glow of pride.
Wow!

Sometimes I wonder
what Our Lady and St Joseph thought
when they found Jesus in the temple
after losing Him three long days earlier.

What did Our Lady and St Joseph think
when they spied Jesus,
deep in conversation
with the Jewish teachers?
This didn’t look like an exchange
between adults and a child;
rather it was more like man-to-man
with everyone listening intently and respectfully,
and nodding
as a conversation took place
that was obviously stimulating
and thought-provoking.

Jesus looked so different
from the wee boy
who used to help Joseph
in the workshop
or run about the streets playing
with friends.

Looking at Jesus,
Our Lady and St Joseph must have felt
a huge sense of relief
that He had been found.

I suspect that they also felt
a glow of pride.

But might they also have felt
a hint of apprehension
as they wondered
what lay ahead for Jesus
as He prepared to enter
this adult world?

The highs and lows of parenthood –
something found in all families
(even the Holy Family!)

© Claire Murray, 25th March 2026

I Never Left

It’s a wet, spring day –
too wet to walk the short distance
to the chapel for Adoration
so we drive there instead.

It’s cosy here.
A handful of people
dotted around the chapel.
Jesus on the altar.
Peace all around.

A sense of giving God His place.

And as we kneel there in adoration,
a feeling that Jesus
is saying something to me today,
just three little words –
“I never left.”

A memory of a promise
made by Jesus –
“Know that I am with you always.
Yes, till the end of time.”

A promise that Jesus has kept,
for almost two thousand years,
through all of the Masses
that have been offered,
when bread and wine
become Jesus –
body, blood, soul and divinity.

In a sense, Jesus left
when He ascended into heaven
but in another sense
Jesus never left
because of His presence
in the Eucharist.

At every Mass,
in every tabernacle,
Jesus is.

Jesus never left …
I gaze up at Him
in the monstrance on the altar
and I’m fascinated.

(Isn’t God just amazing???)

© Claire Murray, 20th March 2026
(Matthew 28, verse 20)

Dividing Plants

It’s that time of year again –
the time when we divide the plants
that return year after year.
We take a healthy, sturdy plant
and divide it into several
(or sometimes many!)
smaller plants.

That’s what we’re doing today –
dividing our Black Eyed Susan’s.
At the moment,
they’re just hefty, leafy clumps.
We pull and cut them apart
and, after a while,
dozens and dozens of tiny plants
lie on the grass,
ready to be planted.

Most of the plants
divide cleanly
but every now and again,
a wee plant gets damaged
and is lost.

When this happens
Paul is devastated –
every … single … time.

Dozens of wee plants
lie waiting to be planted.
Is one wee lost plant
really that important?
Well, it is to Paul
who laments the loss
of even the tiniest plant.

And that’s sort of how it is
with God.
He loves every single one of us
deeply.
No matter how old or weak
or insignificant we might be
in the eyes of others,
we are precious, loved and cherished
by God.
He wants each one of us
to be saved.

Each of our Black Eyed Susan’s,
so terribly important to Paul
and each one of us,
so precious to God.

I can’t help feeling
that dividing those plants
has given me a wee, tiny glimpse
into the infinite love
that God has for us.

Isn’t that amazing?

© Claire Murray, 11th March 2026

Glenveagh

Brendan was in great form.
He was holidaying in Donegal
and a friend of his
had given him permission
to fish in the lake
at Glenveagh.

Glenveagh …
a huge estate that nestles
in the Derryveagh mountains.
A wild, rugged place
where golden eagles soar,
deer roam
and salmon leap.

No wonder Brendan
was in such good form!

A few hours later
as Brendan gathered up his catch
he spied someone
hard at work in the garden
near the castle.

Brendan dandered over
for a wee chat
and then, before leaving,
asked the man
if he would like a few of trout
he had just caught.
The man thanked him, smiled
and declined.
Brendan assured the man
that he had caught plenty of fish
and could easily spare a few.
Would the man like a few?
They would be lovely for his tea!
Again, the man smiled, thanked Brendan
and declined.
After a bit more of a chat,
Brendan headed on his way.

“That gardener mustn’t like fish”,
thought Brendan to himself
as he walked home.

Later that same evening,
the owner of Glenveagh Castle
visited the local pub
where he told fellow-drinkers
all about his afternoon
spent hard at work in his garden,
and about the polite stranger
who had kindly offered to give him
some of the trout
that the stranger had just caught
in his very own lake!

Brendan’s adventure at Glenveagh
pops into my head
as I pray the Rosary.
It’s the mystery of the Presentation
and I think of Mary and Joseph
who arrive at the temple
to present Jesus
to Almighty God.

At that moment,
Mary and Joseph are presenting to God,
God’s very own Son.
And it reminds me of Brendan
who so politely offered
to the owner of Glenveagh Castle
some of his very own fish.

I’m aware, too,
that God created me
and that I belong to Him.
And when I offer to do something
for God,
I’m only using gifts
that God Himself has given me –
gifts of life, health and abilities.
They all come from God, you see.
So, I’m not really doing a favour for God.
It’s the opposite, really –
God is giving to me
all that I have.
and I’m simply offering back to God
what really belongs to Him.

Isn’t that a bit like Brendan
as he offered Glenveagh trout
to the man who owned Glenveagh Lake?

I wonder if it makes God smile?

© Claire Murray, 26th January 2026

Daffodil Cottage

It’s raining … again.
There’s been so much rain recently.
“Is it ever going to stop?”
I ask my good friend, Josie.
“Wait to you see”, replies Josie,
“It’ll be great for the daffodils!”

And Daffodil Cottage pops
into my mind
(at least, that’s what I call it!)
It’s an old, deserted, stone cottage
with a red, corrugated iron roof
that stands on a hillside
just outside Dungiven.

Any paths or laneways
have long since disappeared
and now it stands, all alone,
at the top of a long field.

You know, I never even knew
that it was there …
until one day I drove past
in daffodil season
and spied hundreds of daffodils
growing in the field,
just in front of the wee house,
shining all golden
in the sunlight.

It really was quite a sight!

Amazing to think that every year,
the daffodils continue to bloom
so many years after being planted
by a keen gardener
who is long since gone.

Maybe after all this rain,
the daffodils will be
even more resplendent
than usual?

I do hope so!

(But I also offer up a quick prayer –
Please, Lord, let the rain end soon!)

© Claire Murray, 10th February 2026

Tight-Rope Walker

In 1974, Philippe Petit
did the unthinkable –
he constructed a tight-rope
between the twin towers
of the World Trade Center.
Then, armed only with
a long balancing-rod,
he crossed the tight-rope,
moving back and forth,
between the towers
while fascinated New Yorkers
watched, transfixed
more than 1,000 feet below.

Such skill, such nerve,
such a feat!

I know a tight-rope walker.
Her name is Reshma
and she walks a tight-rope
every day.

This tight-rope is not one
carefully constructed
by Reshma
and it’s certainly not one
that she has chosen
but it’s one that she walks,
by necessity.

This is the tight-rope
of life.
It’s challenging, un-nerving
and uncertain.

And as she walks this tight-rope,
Reshma, too, has a balancing-rod –
her faith,
a faith that is deep
and strong as steel.

Armed with this faith,
Reshma walks her tight-rope,
keeping her eyes looking
straight-ahead –
at Jesus.

Reshma never takes her eyes
off Jesus
and Jesus never takes His eyes
off Reshma.

And no matter how exhausting,
excruciating, frustrating
her daily tight-rope walk may be,
one thing is certain –
Reshma is never alone.
She has Jesus before her
as her guide.

Reshma and Jesus walk this tight-rope
every single day
together.

Now that’s what I call
inspiring!

© Claire Murray, 29th January 2026

Plan B

Shortly after being sent
on a training course
I received my first assignment –
an essay on theories of learning.

There followed an afternoon
of staring at a blank page
as I struggled to tackle
such an airy-fairy subject.

Then I remembered something –
a friend of mine had lent me
her notes for that same course.
Plan B began to form in my mind –
if I could read my friend’s essay,
I just might get an idea
of how to start writing
about this waffly topic!

With some sense of expectation
I opened my friend’s folder
only to find printed copies
of the lecturer’s notes,
identical to my own.
Not a single essay in sight!

I realised that I was well and truly
on my own –
there was no Plan B after all!

This all springs to mind
as I pray the Sorrowful Mysteries.
I’m thinking about
the Agony in the Garden,
you see.
Knowing His betrayal to be imminent,
Jesus has gone off on His own
to prepare Himself
for the torturous ordeal
that lies ahead.

As He prays,
Jesus’s anguish and torment
is so great
that even He resorts to
Plan B –
going to His closest friends
for comfort and reassurance.
Except …
when Jesus reaches His friends
He finds them all to be
fast asleep.

There is no Plan B
and Jesus is left to face His terrors
alone.

Life is so often like that –
Plan B simply isn’t
what it’s cracked-up to be
and we find ourselves
desolate and alone.

Except …
we’re not alone
because Jesus is always there
ready to help each one of us
with the challenges of life
if we only ask.

We can’t rely on Plan B –
but we can always rely on Plan God!

© Claire Murray, 3rd December 2023

Cross in the Sky

I’ve twisted my ankle
and I’m not yet able
to go for long walks.
So, after a wee dander
along Tollymore’s tree-lined avenue,
I retire to the car
while Paul and Fiachra head off
for a proper walk!

Tea, followed by the Rosary –
that’s the plan!

Sitting in the back seat of the car,
feet up
and cup of tea in hand,
I glance up at the car-roof window
and I notice a blue winter sky,
so clear
and so beautiful!
I smile to myself.

Then, tea finished,
it’s time for the Rosary.

Opening my eyes
as I finish the Rosary,
I find a surprise.
There, framed in the car-roof window,
is a perfect white cross
in a blue sky.

Wow!

Planes flying overhead
have criss-crossed,
leaving this beautiful cross
in our car window
for me to see.
I feel truly blessed
to have seen it
and I sense God’s hand
at work.

A short time later,
Paul and Fiachra return,
eyes shining as they tell tales
of deer and red squirrels
in the forest.
I’m delighted for them
because they saw something
that was special.
But I’m aware
that I saw something special too –
that cross in the sky.

And I feel truly blessed!

© Claire Murray, December 2025

Moth

Mammy told us many things
when we were wee.
Some of these
I have discounted over time
(such as our family being descended
from the kings of Derry and Donegal!)
Others, I have held onto.
Such as Mammy’s instruction
regarding moths –
“Never kill a moth
because it could be
a handsome prince
in disguise.”

To this day,
I never knowingly kill a moth
(even though I know for a fact
that it’s not a handsome prince!)

So today,
when I spotted a tiny moth
in our bathroom,
I rushed to get a plastic cup
to rescue him.
But as I moved towards him,
cup in hand,
the moth leapt about two inches
into the air
before falling down motionless
on the window sill.

“Oh dear!”
I thought to myself,
“I’ve given him a heart-attack!”

Saddened,
I placed the plastic cup
over the wee moth
and left the bathroom.
Ten minutes later
I checked the bathroom.
There was no sign of life
but I just couldn’t bring myself
to squish the wee moth.

Imagine my surprise
a short time later
when I went into the bathroom
and the moth was no longer
on the windowsill –
he was at the very top
of the plastic cup
on the inside!

He was alive after all!

Within a few minutes
the wee moth had been released
into the front garden.

Yay!!!

Later on
I find myself thinking
about the wee moth …

That wee moth was beautiful.
He was created by God
Who blessed it with the nature
to play dead when in danger.
and Who went to all the trouble
of creating a wile, wile wee heart
inside that tiny body.

I find myself thinking …
if God cares that much
about a wee, tiny moth,
how much more does He care
about each one of us?

And I also find myself thinking …
that wee moth surprised me
enormously …
how much more
will God surprise me,
if only I give Him the chance?

Isn’t God is truly wonderful ?
(far better than a handsome prince,
for sure!)

© Claire Murray, 2nd January 2026

Carolling at 90

Mammy and Daddy both sit
on either side of being ninety.
As they get older
hills feel steeper
and walks get shorter.
They see and hear
a little bit less
and they forget
a little bit more.

But they have one great blessing –
their personalities remain
intact.
And one thing in particular
has not diminished with age –
their love of singing.
Even now, at the age of 91,
Daddy stills seem to have a song
for every occasion
and Mammy often hums away to herself
without even realising it.

So today,
just a few days before Christmas,
I arrive in Derry,
armed with Christmas carols
for the three of us to sing.

And so the carols begin.
Good King Wenceslas,
Deck the Halls,
Hark the Herald Angels
and even Little Donkey …
the whole shebang!

It’s great fun
and it’s what Christmas
is all about .
(Did I mention
that Mammy and Daddy
are both very good singers?)

Carolling at ninety –
how wonderful!
(And how blessed!)

© Claire Murray, 23rd December 2025