Aoife and her friend
are flat-hunting.

I drive past a house
that interests them
and I’m immediately concerned.
Where Aoife and her friend
see a compact and cosy wee house,
I see a long, narrow street
that will be dark in winter.

That’s because
I’m looking at the flat
through parents’ eyes.

First and foremost
I want Aoife to be safe and sound.
Décor, room-size,
facilities and price
all take second place
to Aoife’s safety.
And yet I can only make
recommendations.
Ultimately
the choice is Aoife’s
and Aoife can take our advice
or leave it.

I feel a little helpless.

This makes me wonder
about My God
who wants every single one of us
to spend eternity
with Him.
He gives us guidance
through His word.
But My God also gives to each one of us
the gift of free will.
We can take God’s guidance
or leave it.

I wonder about My God …

As He follows our progress day by day
and watches us deciding
whether to follow His guidance
or not
does My God feel a little helpless too?

© Claire Murray, 3rd August 2017