Autumn Leaves

It’s autumn.

Trees swap dark green leaves
for glowing tints of yellow, orange and red.
Falling leaves drift through the air,
crunch underfoot,
play swirling chasies in gusts of wind
and gather around windfall apples
that delicately scent the chill, autumn air.

Such a beautiful array of colour
to brighten up cold October days!

A scientist on TV assures me
that these bright autumn hues
have been inside the leaves
all summer long,
blocked from our eyes
by greenness that flourishes
in spring and summer sunshine.

I wonder if God, in a sense,
is like those beautiful autumn colours –
always there,
absolutely everwhere,
but blocked, somehow,
from our vision?
Reaching out to us
through a hug from a friend,
a helping hand from a colleague,
a smile from a stranger?

Are we, maybe, like the apostles
on the road to Emmaus
who walked with Jesus
but something prevented them
from recognising Him?
In the same way
that something prevents us
from seeing glowing, glorious colours
that lie hidden
inside very ordinary-looking green leaves?

© Claire Murray, 21st October 2018

Cornflowers and Beer Cans

One cold, blowy, October day
I walk briskly into town
tucking my chin into my scarf
to keep warm.

A splash of blue catches my eye
as I pass a few trees
behind municipal green railing.
I glance over
and there, sheltered between the trees,
thrusting up between empty beer cans
are cornflowers –
startlingly blue and spikey,
beautiful, defiant
and so unexpected!

I smile
and continue on my way
offering up a quick prayer of thanksgiving
for cornflowers among beer cans
that lift my spirits
on a cold, autumn day.

© Claire Murrray, 10th October 2018

Baby Monitor

In her illness and confusion
Dolores has spent
a rough few days
immersed in grief
for dearly beloved family and friends
both real and imaginary
who have died.

It has been very distressing for Dolores
and for us.

At night time
a baby monitor enables us
to see Dolores as she sleeps
in the darkness of her room.
But these past two nights
the baby monitor has puzzled us,
clearly showing a spot light
beaming down on Dolores
and shining a bright circle of light
on Dolores’s bed.
And yet each time I enter
I find Dolores’s room
in total darkness.

I can’t help but wonder
whether Dolores has company
to console her
in her distress?
Someone to brighten up
the darkness of her confusion?
An angel?
Or Dolores’s beloved Danny?
Who knows?

I watch the baby monitor
and I wonder.

© Claire Murray, 2nd October 2018