Tenderly Carried

As I cycle along the Tow Path
I find myself thinking about
a very delicate situation
that Paul and I find ourselves in.
I stop at my favourite spot
at a bend in the river.

Two swans
slowly glide downstream.
Glancing in my direction
and realising
that I have no food to give them
the two swans leisurely continue
their journey downstream.

Birdsong distracts me
and I look up the river.
As I do so,
I hear a strange sound behind me,
plop, plop.

I look back.

Beside the two swans,
two small, grey, fluffy cygnets
now stand on the river bank
and I realise
that the plopping sound
had simply been the mother swan
safely depositing her cygnets
when no-one was watching.

As I watch in wonder
I have a sense
that Paul and I
are not in our situation alone
but that Our God is with us
in our difficulties.
I sense that,
like the fluffy, grey cygnets,
we are being tenderly carried,
as we do our best,
in faith,
to deal with our circumstances.

And as I sit on the bench
watching the swans and cygnets
gently preening themselves
I feel reassured.

© Claire Murray, 2 July 2015

Letting Go

When it comes to rearing children
giving birth is the easy bit.
It’s only when the midwife
places this wonderful, wondering baby
into our arms
that the hard work of parenthood
begins in earnest.

Parenthood is the most rewarding job we’ll ever do,
the most challenging job
and the job for which we feel
least prepared.

We cherish and take care of our babies –
enduring countless sleepless nights,
trips to our GP
and long waits in casualty.
We bathe cut knees when our toddlers fall
and we kiss them better.

We play with our children,
relishing this perfect excuse
to immerse ourselves
in their awesome world.

We introduce our children
to the wonders of God
and we accompany them
on their spiritual journey
through the sacraments.

We educate our teenagers.
We teach them to respect themselves
and others.

Then one day we discover
that our children
have now become young adults.
We slowly realise
that we must extend to our children
the same freedom
that our God extends to each of us –
the freedom to make their own decisions
and their own mistakes.

Of all of the challenges of parenthood,
perhaps the greatest challenge of all
is the challenge of letting go
of our children.

© Claire Murray, 26 June 2015

Reflection

It’s an overcast, rainy day
and as I walk to work
I am dressed as if for winter –
coat, hat,
even waterproof trousers!
Part of me feels cheated –
I had hoped for better weather
at the end of June!

I stop near the Waterfront Hall,
as usual,
to stand for a moment in prayer
before completing my journey
to work.
I know what to expect here today –
a dark River Lagan
reflecting a grey sky overhead.

To my surprise
when I look down at the Lagan
I see a wee bright patch
that appears to be reflecting the sun.
Surely that can’t be right –
there is no sun in the sky this morning …
… is there?

Curiously, I look up at the sky
and there, right enough,
is the sun
defiantly trying to burst through rain clouds.

Isn’t it strange
that I have only been able to see the sun
by following its reflection
in the Lagan?

And I sense that today
My God is challenging me
to reflect Him
so that other people might see
His reflection in me
and be prompted to go in search
of God himself.

And as I continue my walk to work
I shake my head
and smile.
Isn’t God always full of surprises?

© Claire Murray, 26 June 2015