Walking Through Fields

I remember a friend
saying to me
that when she returns
to her family home
in South Derry
and goes for a walk
through the fields,
she often thinks to herself,
“Is there really anywhere
better than this
in the world?”

Words that fascinated me.

Living in a city,
I could only imagine
the freedom
of walking through fields
without fear of annoying the farmer
who owned them.

Until now.

I find myself
on a short family holiday
in the grounds of Drumcovitt House
near Feeny.

In the evenings,
a walk through the gardens
where mighty trees tower overhead
and bees buzz
in the rhododendrons.

Followed by Scrabble on the patio
while jackdaws cackle
and thrushes serenade.

Then a dander
down a tree-lined lane
(the trees are tall, magnificent
and over 200 years old!)
Here there are fields
that we are allowed
to walk through!
No need to fear the farmer –
such freedom!

Amazing views of Benbradagh,
Binevenagh and Sawel
all greyed-out
in the summer evening sky.

Peace and quiet,
a sense of wonder
and a sense of family –
perfect!

Thank you, Lord,
for a wonderful family holiday –
precious time together
and the luxury
of walking through fields.

© Claire Murray, 14th June 2023

Longest Day

It’s one of the longest
days of the year –
time for a wee trip away
to enjoy the long evening.

A picnic at Carlingford
looking out over the harbour
and the Mournes beyond
while crows and jackdaws gather,
ready to swoop down
for any scraps that fall.

A walk along
the quiet coast road
at Greenore
dark blue sea rippling
in the distance
at low-tide.

Song birds climb to the heavens
singing as they soar
and as they glide back down
to earth.
An otter darts
across the road
just in front of us.
Goats munch on the verge
and cows watch curiously
as we pass.

A relaxed evening
savouring the tranquillity and beauty
of the coast
and simply chatting
among ourselves
as we enjoy precious family time
together.

Thank you, Lord,
for this wonderful , relaxing
summer’s evening
on one of the longest days
of the year.

© Claire Murray, 22nd June 2023

Broken Rosary

My favourite Rosary
is one of many, many Rosaries
that we found
when my mother-in-law, Dolores, died.

It’s a woman’s Rosary
with smooth, white,
translucent beads
that slip so easily
through my fingers.

At some stage
the centre piece metal
has broken
and someone has carefully
mended it
using white thread
that has frayed and greyed
over years and years of Rosaries.

One day
when I’m praying the Rosary
the thread snaps.
Thanks to YouTube
I’m able to figure out
how to repair the Rosary
and one day
I emerge from our kitchen
brandishing the mended Rosary –
Ta-Dah!!!

And as I pray the Rosary again
with beads worn smooth
over the years
and which have passed
from one Mrs Murray
to another Mrs Murray,
I feel a strong sense of connection
with Dolores
who so painstakingly repaired them
before me.

And I offer up today’s Rosary
for Dolores –
May she rest in peace.

© Claire Murray, 14th February 2023

Ouch!

Derry has got through
to the All-Ireland quarter-final
and we’re all heading off
to Dublin for the day
to watch the match
against Cork.

First stop, early morning Mass
at Newry
where Latin Mass is offered up
in a wee chapel
that is filled to capacity
with people of all ages
who have a deep devotion
to the traditional Catholic faith.

As prayers are intoned
before Mass
I offer up my Rosary
and my Mass
for a special intention –
that our wee family may enjoy
a happy day out together
at the Derry-Cork match
in Dublin.

An inspiring sermon
from our priest,
a deep sense of peace
during the Mass
and, during the Consecration,
a deep sense
of being loved by God.

I place our day in Dublin
in the hands of God.

On our way to the match
I stumble
and as I sit by the roadside
nursing a badly-sprained ankle
I can’t help but think that,
for reasons best known to Himself,
this is all part of God’s plan.
(Sure how could it be anything else,
after all those prayers?)

I spiritually shrug my shoulders
as one of Mammy’s well-known sayings
springs to mind –
“Take it as the hand of God.”

Our son escorts me
as I limp back to the car
but, despite everything,
we really do have
a lovely family day out
in Dublin.

I spend the rest of the week
hopping about the house
on crutches,
feeling like Long-John Silver.
And all the time
I’m convinced
that I’m being held
in the palm of God’s hand.

I pray for a happy family day out
and I get a sprained ankle …
Isn’t life funny sometimes?
And isn’t God amazing??

Ps – in case you’re wondering,
Derry got through to the semi-final!

© Claire Murray, 2nd July 2023

Flippant Remark

A friend makes a flippant remark
that leaves me stunned
and hurt.
I try to forget about it
but it preys on my mind
and I feel a heaviness of heart.

I feel wounded.

I turn to Jesus in prayer.
“Lord, how is it
that You were able to forgive
those who betrayed, denied
and deserted you
as well as those who tortured, mocked
and crucified You,
while I struggling to forgive
one thoughtless comment?”

I sit in prayer
and soon,
Words pop into my head,
“Father, forgive them
for they know not
what they do.”
And in that instant
I feel a weight lift off my shoulders
and a lightness of heart.

I feel healed.

I have a sense that, this morning,
Jesus has reached out
and has shown me
The Way.
I now feel at peace
and able to put that flippant remark
behind me
where it belongs.

Thank you, Lord!

© Claire Murray