Rusty Rustic

One mild, autumn day
we set off to go for a walk
at Tollymore
where we find
rusty, rustic beauty
all around.

Brown beech leaves
form soggy brown piles
along the Shimna river
and tree-lined pathways.

Tall conifers stretch
way up to the sky,
their bark stained
with a bronze
that almost glints
as we pass.

Dried, thick bracken all around
has its own beauty
as it bushes,
drinking chocolate-coloured,
between trees.

Beyond a dry stone wall
the Mournes stretch out,
ginger-bread brown
in all their autumn glory.

To crown it all,
two squirrels,
who are every bit as ginger
as Granda Danny,
rummage in fallen leaves.
Such a rare treat!

Thank you, Lord,
for today’s walk
which has been a feast
of orange and brown –
a truly rusty, rustic walk
on a mild autumn day
as we brace ourselves
for winter.

© Claire Murray, 7th December 2022

Triple-Decker Mass

One of the tales
that I used to hear
about Daddy and Uncle Hugh
growing up in Derry
was about the triple-decker Mass
which took place
every Christmas morning
at 6 am.

Daddy and Hugh
used to run up
to St Eugene’s Cathedral
where three Masses would be said,
one after the other,
before racing home
to open their Christmas stockings.

As a child, I was appalled –
imagine having to sit through
three Masses
before getting to open
your presents!

But in recent years
I began to view it differently.
A triple-decker Mass???
Wow!
My eyes would light-up
at the thought
and yet my heart would be saddened
by the thought
that triple-decker Masses
are consigned to tales
of long-ago.

But last week
I heard about a special Latin Mass
in Newry –
the Mass of All Souls
which is offered
for the poor souls in Purgatory
who are being cleansed
before entering Heaven.
And not only would one Mass be offered
for the Holy Souls –
but three Masses would be offered!
A triple-decker Mass,
just like Daddy and Hugh
used to attend!

So, with some excitement,
we went to the Mass.

Three times
the priest ascended
the altar steps.

Three times
we heard readings
from Sacred Scripture.

Three times
at the Consecration
bread and wine were transformed
into the body, blood,
soul and divinity
of Jesus.

And three times
at the end of Mass
we heard that beautiful
second Gospel reading –
“In the beginning
was the Word …”

We emerged
from our three Masses
steeped in reverence
and peace,
feeling truly blessed
and privileged
to have been able to attend
such a rare and special Mass.

It’s well over eighty years now
since Daddy and Uncle Hugh
ran to triple-decker Mass
on Christmas morning.
And I’ve just discovered
that triple-decker Masses
are not consigned
to the long-ago –
they still take place in Newry.

Isn’t that just wonderful???

© Claire Murray, 2nd November 2023

Driving at Night

Driving along wee country roads
on my way to visit
a friend.

No other cars to be seen
and darkness all around.

White lines slip into view
one-by-one
as my car lights-up
the road before me.

A very real sense
that, as I drive in the darkness,
God is here in this car,
right beside me.

I am not alone
and I feel very safe.

Thank You, Lord,
for the grace of Your presence
on my journey tonight –
this has been, very much,
a real “I am with you always”-trip.

A tiny glimpse
into the way that You watch over me
every single day.

Thank You, Lord!!!

© Claire Murray, 23rd October 2023

Smile Would Crack Her Face

Have you ever heard someone
who is really dour
described in this way –
“You’d think that a smile
would crack her face!”?

Well, for a week,
that was me!
I had a cold-sore on my lip
that just wouldn’t
go away.

I couldn’t really smile
and could only give
a wee, tiny, polite, sort of a smile –
I couldn’t just
break into a grin.

I had to use
my own special cup
and my own special towel
so that I wouldn’t infect
anyone else.

I felt like such a germ-ball.
Worse than that,
a germ-ball who couldn’t smile!

At last
my cold-sore disappeared
and I can now smile again –
YEE-HAA!

Thank You, Lord,
for the gift
of being able to smile again
(especially when I want
to laugh out loud
at one of my husband’s
outrageous comments!)

© Claire Murray, 28th October 2023