In his book The Screwtape Letters,
CS Lewis talks about
“the Great Presence” –
Almighty God present here
in the midst of us,
especially at those times
when we are at prayer.
This is very much in my mind
when I call into the chapel
on Holy Saturday.
There’s something appalling
about the chapel today.
The tabernacle doors
lie wide open,
forming gaping hole
up in the sanctuary.
Above the tabernacle
the massive crucifix
is shrouded in purple,
hidden from view.
No sign of Jesus
on the crucifix.
No sign of Jesus
in the tabernacle.
The red sanctuary lamp
has been extinguished.
No need to genuflect today
because Jesus isn’t here.
This is the Great Absence.
A terrible thing
for a Catholic to experience
and yet essential –
emptiness, void,
something or someone
missing.
A few days later
I return to the chapel.
I look up at the crucifix – Jesus.
I look down at the tabernacle – Jesus.
I glance over at the red light – it’s lit.
Jesus is back.
God is home.
We have the Great Presence
once more.
All is as it should be.
I feel at peace
and I feel truly grateful.
I’m truly blessed!
© Claire Murray, 23rd April 2025