Dark December Days

These are dark December days.
Not just the usual December darkness –
but a darkness made several shades deeper
by the shadow of Coronavirus
that cloaks all of our lives.

Grim times.

A splash of yellow
catches my eye
at the kitchen window
causing me to look again.
There, in the driveway,
reaching away up high
is a single yellow rose.
which sways gently
in an icy wind.

I’m surprised.
We had forgotten
all about this rose
which had spent all year
hidden
behind a honeysuckle.
December winds stripped the honeysuckle
of its leaves
so that it now stands bare
revealing this single yellow rose
standing tall and triumphant
in the depths of winter!

Thank you, Lord,
for our beautiful, yellow rose,
our swaying, golden beacon.
A welcome message of hope
from my wonderful God of Surprises
to reassure
and to brighten
dark December days.

© Claire Murray, 28th December 2020

The Drummer Boy

It’s that special time of the year
when I get to sing a song
that, for me,
is bursting with wonder –
The Drummer Boy.

Through the person
of the little drummer boy,
I find myself
face-to-face
with the Baby Jesus,
asking myself
what I have to offer.
And like a child
I find myself thinking,
“What can I give –
sure I’m only wee!”

Yet part of the amazing beauty of God
is that He comes to meet us
right where we are.
And so, just when I feel
small and insignificant,
like a child,
My God comes to meet me
through the Drummer Boy song
in the wee, tiny, Baby Jesus.

How reassuring is that?

In the presence of the Baby Jesus
I sense My God smiling
as whispers in my ear,
“Don’t worry.
You don’t have to be perfect –
you just have to do your best!”

And as I silently vow
to do just that
I sense the Baby Jesus
smiling at me
(just as he smiled
at the drummer boy!)

© Claire Murray, 26th December 2020

Putting Down Roots

This day two years ago
we sold our house in Dundrod
and moved into the house
that my husband, Paul,
grew up in.

I love living here.
I’ve put my roots down
and I feel settled in a way
that I’ve never felt
my whole life.

I love living
in the Murray family home
where I see reminders
of Danny and Dolores
in every room
and in the garden.

I love living in a street
full of neighbours
who have watched Paul grow
from a wee boy
who was always playing football
(and sometimes breaking windows!)
into a husband …
then a Daddy …
and finally a retiree.

Thank you, Lord,
for this wonderful home
filled with happy memories
and surrounded
by good neighbours.
With Paul and our grown-up children
by my side,
this is such a perfect place
to put down roots!

© Claire Murray, 16th December 2020

God of the Impossible

As I settle down
to morning prayer
I think about
my plans for today.

I’m taking a step
to resolve an issue
that is proving to be
surprisingly tricky.

An image comes to mind.

I spotted it
a few days ago
on the Internet.
It contained these words,
“God specialises
in the impossible.
Have faith”.

These words reassure me
and lift my heart.
As I continue my morning prayer
I ask God to send me
the help that I need.

I feel at peace now –
I know that My God,
God of the Impossible,
won’t let me down.

© Claire Murray, 13th November 2020

Daily Discoveries

It’s a December with a difference –
not only do we have
the doom and gloom of winter,
we also have a sense of sadness and fear
brought by Coronavirus.

Every day
I venture into our garden
to see what discoveries await me
and every day
there’s something new.

A massive toadstool,
resplendent in red
with white polkadots
(bigger than a plate!)

Two beautiful, pink, oriental flowers
which have sprouted, almost magically,
from the only two bulbs
that our squirrel hasn’t dug-up
(what can I say – he’s industrious
… and a little destructive
but oh, so cute!)

New leaves of bright green
on a wee, tiny shrub
that we rescued from cracks
in paving stones –
this shrub is thriving
in its new home!

A cheeky robin
who hops over beside me
and waits, with a beady stare,
for a scattering of suet pellets.

Evidence that a hedgehog
has visited our garden overnight
to forage in the (many!) fallen leaves –
wow!

So many wonders
in our garden,
so many little daily discoveries
to lift my spirits
in this dark winter of Coronavirus –
thank you, Lord!

© Claire Murray, 3rd December 2020