Weekend at Tollymore

We spend a glorious spring weekend
at Tollymore forest.
Our holiday house
is the gate lodge –
pastel-pink and white
with church-style windows –
charming!
Step through the gate
and there we are,
right in the grounds
of Tollymore!

Dawn walks
while the busy world sleeps
and birds chorus.
Grass tinted silver
by early morning dew.
Tall shadows
striding before us
like giant match-stick men.
Red squirrels bounding gracefully
out of sight.

Afternoon walks
in warm sunshine
where we gaze in wonder
at huge expanses of bluebells
which form a purple haze
among the trees.

Dusk walks
in soft rain
where we spot timid deer
who watch cautiously
for a moment
before slipping silently
into shadows.

A whole weekend
for our wee family
to explore Tollymore
at any time of the day
or night.

Peaceful, beautiful,
bluebell-full.
Thank You, Lord!

© Claire Murray, 8th May 2023

Forest on our Patio

There’s a forest on our patio –
formed of dozens of baby trees,
all lined-up in pots.
Spikey pines and conifers,
slender birch and zig-zaggy hawthorn,
inches-tall chestnut trees
with massive hand-like leaves
and dark green, jaggy hollies (ouch!)
No sign of the hazels trees …
yet!

A miniature forest,
right here,
on our patio
and a sense of working
hand-in-hand with God
in the miracle of life.

Isn’t that marvellous?

Only one (huge!) challenge ahead …
where on earth
are we going to plant them???

© Claire Murray (in memory of Danny Murray, RIP)

25th May, 2023

Litter Picking

Our daughter, Niamh,
has arranged to go litter-picking
and I go along with her
to lend a helping hand.
We grab litter-pickers, gloves
and rubbish bags
before dandering off
to the big roundabout
near our home.

The sun shines down on us
and it feels like summer!

Then, the work begins.
Red Bull tins and Coke tins,
chocolate wrappers and crisp bags,
coffee cups and McDonalds’ bags,
cigarette butts and disposable vapes
and plastic bottles
in all shapes and sizes!

Dry rubbish and sodden rubbish,
mucky rubbish and shiny rubbish,
all gathered and bagged
as cars pass constantly
and motorway traffic thunders
overhead.

All of this bending and bagging
is hard work
and reminds me
of one of my Daddy’s favourite sayings –
“hard work’s not easy
and easy work’s hard to find!”
(How right he is!)

And yet, there is time for laughter
as jokes and smiles are shared
and as tiny surprises are spotted –
a ladybird, basking in the sun
and a butterfly flitting about
among the shrubs.

Finally,
bags and bags of rubbish
to lug home
as we leave the roundabout behind –
clean now
(for how long, we wonder?)

Thank You, Lord,
for sunshine and smiles
laughter and ladybirds
as I litter-picked with Niamh.
Whoever would have thought
that litter-picking
could be such fun?

© Claire Murray, 19th April 2023

Golden Afternoon

We drive from Strabane to Belfast
one sunny afternoon
and our route takes us
over the gentle, heather-clad slopes
of the Sperrins.

Our journey is bright and colourful
and it feels like there’s gold
everywhere!
Bright yellow dandelions
line the country roads
and hills are fringed
with amber gorse hedges,
resplendent in the spring sunshine.
A shady bank is carpeted
in primroses
and a yellow field of oil seed rape
shimmers
on a distant hillside.

Today is one of those
rare spring days
that has cloudless, blue skies
and all the warmth
of summer.

Lambs abound
on this sunny, spring day –
basking in the sun,
clambering over grassy banks
and frolicking in excitement.
A startled rabbit
bolts
in a field beside us.

Truly a golden, spring afternoon
spent driving
through the Sperrins –
thank You, Lord!

© Claire Murray, 20th April 2023

Banagher Overflow

It’s March.
There’s been loads of rain
this month already
and it feels as if April showers
have arrived early!

I feel cheated!

Off we go
to Banagher dam.
It’s raining (again!)
The steep banks of the road
constantly
drip … drip … drip
onto damp, dark green
ferns, mosses, primroses
and drooping swathes
of long, pointed leaves
that hold a promise
of bluebells
in the months ahead.
Dozens of tiny waterfalls
cascade
and water flows freely
along the road.

This is really wet!

But when we reach Banagher dam,
we are delighted to see
that the reservoir is so high
its overflow is in full flow,
sending water pouring
into a pool
and from there
down a series of giant steps.

We set off to explore!

Before long
we find ourselves standing
on a bridge
right in front of
a series of huge steps,
each one taller than me
while Coca-Cola-coloured water
pours down with a roar.
I feel as if I’ve wandered
on to the film set
of “The Incredible Shrinking Man”!

Despite visiting Banagher
many times before,
we have never seen anything
like this.
We stand for ages gazing,
fascinated.

And as we walk back to the car
I find myself doing something
that surprises me
absolutely –
giving silent thanks to God
for all of that rain
during March
that had annoyed me so much
at the time!

Isn’t it amazing,
isn’t it wonderful
how life can be
so full of surprises?

(Thanks be to God!)

© Claire Murray, 2nd April 2023

Choir Practice

It’s Easter Sunday morning
and our choir will be singing
at Mass today.

There is so much to learn –
complicated Latin hymns
and complex, unpredictable
Gregorian chants!
We’ve all practised hard
and it’s been a case of
YouTube, YouTube, YouTube
all week long
as we strive to learn
these challenging songs.

But despite our best efforts
one of our songs remains shaky
and, just as the Rosary begins,
we slip out of our wee chapel
to continue our practice
outside.
There, standing in the cold,
outside our wee basement chapel,
we begin to sing.

Our surroundings are far from
salubrious –
pallets leaning against a wall,
fire escapes
and even bins!
But there we stand,
singing our hearts out
so that, during Mass,
we may give of our best
to God.

An unseen robin joins us
for a short time,
his joyful, fluting melody
sounding clear and strong
above the rumble of traffic.

As the Rosary draws to a close,
in we all file, young and old alike –
all children of God,
and all determined to do our best
to use our voices
to give glory to God
on this joyful, Easter morning.

(C) Claire Murray, 9th April 2023

Garden Breakfast

It’s Sunday morning.
I’m on my own today
and the sun is shining
so I decide to treat myself
to breakfast in the garden.

How peaceful it is!

Sunday morning traffic
is barely noticeable.
Around the garden
robins and blackbirds are singing,
finches are chattering,
dicky birds are shrieking
and magpies are calling
raucously.

And how beautiful it is!

Camelias are resplendent
with hundreds of pink flowers.
Heather is in bloom,
in marshmallow pink and white.
Purple pulmonarias peek out
from a small, sunny flower bed.
Six primroses are dotted
about the lawn
and a solitary violet blooms
under our cherry tree.

Coffee and croissants,
birdsong and blossoms,
a leisurely read in the sun
and the prospect
of Latin Sunday Mass
in our wee chapel
at the top of our street.

A feeling of being
wonderfully spoiled
by God this morning.
A feeling of being
deeply blessed.

Doesn’t that just sound like
the perfect Sunday morning?

© Claire Murray, 4th April 2023

Were You There … ?

A bad coughing fit strikes
just before Communion
and I have to leave Mass
unexpectedly.

Outside our wee chapel
I stand among the cars,
looking up at Divis Mountain
as I wait for my coughing fit
to cease.

And as I stand there
something that Mother Angelica said
in one of her TV broadcasts
springs to mind.

Mother Angelica said,
that she knew the answer
to the question posed
in the spiritual hymn,
Were you there
when they crucified
my Lord?

She reckoned
that her personal answer was –
‘Yes!
Every morning
when I go to Mass.’”

This makes a lot of sense
to me.

And so,
standing outside
among the parked cars,
I silently give thanks to God
for keeping this cough at bay
long enough
for me to be able to stay at Mass
during the Consecration.
Long enough
for bread and wine
to be transformed
into the body and blood
of my Lord.

Okay,
so today I wasn’t blessed
with being able to receive
the precious body and blood
of Christ.
But I was blessed
with being able to stay at Mass
long enough to be able to say,
“I was there
when they crucified
my Lord.”

How wonderful is that?

© Claire Murray, 30th March 2023

Most Beautiful Thing

Our chapel is tiny
and it’s in the basement
of a shop.
But every Sunday
our wee chapel
is filled to capacity
with people
who wish to celebrate
the holy sacrifice of the Mass
in Latin –
just the way
that it was passed down to us
from the early days
of the Church.

Ancient, reverent
and precious.

And in our wee chapel
with its simple, faded furnishings
Our Blessed Lord
becomes truly present
each week
and we see Him
raised on high
at the Consecration.

In the words of
Father Robert Brucciani,
“The most beautiful thing
this side of heaven.”

Really,
who could ask for more?

© Claire Murray, 13th March 2023

Camellias in March

Camellias are in bloom
in the garden
that used to belong
to Dolores and Danny
and that now belongs
to us.

One single branch
of camellia flowers
has bloomed early –
covered with blossoms
that are pink, eye-catching
and joyful.

Camellia flowers
make me smile
as I remember Dolores’s delight
when they bloomed
each year.
Camellia flowers remind me
of Dolores
and the pink, cotton jumper
that she loved to wear
and which was the exact same
shade of pink
as her beloved Camellia flowers.

Camellias in our garden
trigger fond and happy memories
of Dolores –
a woman of gentleness, generosity
and God.

Thank you, Lord,
for these camellias
and for the gift of Dolores
in our lives.

May she rest in peace.

© Claire Murray, 11th March 2023