Easter Morning Sunrise

Many, many moons ago,
when I was about ten
my sister Brenda and I
rose at dawn
one Easter Sunday morning.
We were really excited
because we were hoping to see the sun
dancing in the sky
as Mammy had told us.

A short time later,
two very disappointed wee girls
came in from the garden
and Mammy suggested
Easter eggs for breakfast
to cheer ourselves up
(it worked!)

This Easter Sunday
I rise early
for a much more practical reason –
I’ve loads of music to learn
for Easter Sunday Mass.
As I walk sleepily
into the cold kitchen
I see the back window
filled with the brightly-coloured
peach and blue display
of an Easter Sunday sunrise –
a wonderful, glowing celebration
of Our Risen Lord!

My heart lifts and I sense
that all of the disappointment
of my childhood Easter Sunday morning
has been swept away
in an instant.

And as I settle down
(with a cup of tea, of course!)
to learn my music
against the wonderful backdrop
of this glorious sunrise,
my heart is filled
with the joy of Easter.

© Claire Murray, Easter 2024

Mammy’s Birthday

It’s Mammy’s birthday today
and I’m off to Derry.
Everything I need is ready –
a cake and a card
in the boot
and plans for a birthday lunch
in my head.
Only one thing is missing –
our son
who has had to cancel
at the last minute
because of a bad cold.

As I drive along the Westlink
I think to myself,
“Well, looks like
it’s only me today!”

No sooner has that thought formed
than a realisation dawns –
I’m not on my own.
I have Jesus with me
along with my Guardian Angel.
So, really,
there are three of us in the car
driving to Derry
for Mammy’s birthday.

I smile to myself, relax
and sit back
to enjoy the journey.
(Sure how could I not
enjoy this journey
when I have such
excellent company??)

© Claire Murray, Mammy’s birthday 2024

Saint Joseph to the Rescue

Recently
we have had builders to the house
but at long last
the builders leave,
the walls dry-out
and it’s finally time
to paint the room.

Paul dons his painting clothes,
dilutes his paint
and the work begins.

All the awkward bits
are painted first –
the corners of the room,
along the ceiling
and along the skirting board.
Everything is going swimmingly.

Then it’s time
for painting the main parts
of the walls.
It doesn’t take long
to apply the first coat.
But as the paint begins to dry,
we can see
that it’s drying unevenly,
giving the wall
a dappled appearance
of white and grey.

Oh dear!

Three days
and several coats of paint later
the wall looks every bit
as patchy as before.

We are hugely disappointed.

I head off to bed
for a snooze
and as I drift off to sleep,
I pray to Saint Joseph.
He was a craftsman,
skilled in carpentry
and resourceful
when work didn’t quite go
according to plan.
Could he help Paul
to sort out the patchy walls?
Please???

Thirty winks later
I dander into the room
to inspect the state of the painting
and there, right before me,
is a perfectly painted wall!
Paul stands beside me, grinning.

“What did you do?” I ask him.
“Nothing!” replied Paul.
“I prayed to Saint Joseph”, I explain.
“So did I!” said Paul.

So there you have it –
Saint Joseph coming to the rescue
to help us out
with painting problems
in our wee house.

Isn’t that wonderful?
And isn’t Saint Joseph wonderful?
(I reckon that Saint Joseph
simply doesn’t get the credit
that he deserves!)

© Claire Murray, Feast of St Joseph, 2024

Finding in the Temple

Patricia Saint John,
the Christian writer,
described how, in childhood,
she climbed to the top
of a beech tree
with her brother
and a family friend, Nora.

From this towering vantage point
Patricia could see her mother
doing something
at the foot of the tree
and called out,
“What are you doing
down there?”

“Praying that, if one of you falls”,
replied her mother,
“it’s not Nora!”

Patricia’s mother obviously felt
the weight of responsibility
that comes with
looking after someone else’s child.

This comes to mind today
as I pray The Finding in the Temple
while saying my Rosary.
I find myself wondering
how Our Lady must have felt
when Jesus went missing –
the terror of having lost
her own son,
coupled with the weight of responsibility
that comes with looking after
the long-awaited Messiah,
the Son of God!

But then Our Lady
was no ordinary woman –
she was a woman like no other,
specially chosen by God
and she had Saint Joseph
by her side.
Was he the voice of reason,
urging Our Lady to stay calm,
retrace her steps
and place her trust in God?

Our Lady and Saint Joseph –
two extraordinary people
chosen by God
to look after His son.
And now, when I think about it,
I reckon that God really couldn’t have chosen
more capable people
to bear the awesome responsibility
of caring His son,
now could He?

© Claire Murray, March 2024

Tollymore in Springtime

Life has been hectic for us recently
as building work progresses
at home –
early mornings, busy days,
chaos and noise all around
and decisions, decisions,
decisions!
It’s been non-stop
in our house!

But Saturday dawns
on this spring morning
and off we head
to Tollymore.

Green-tinted waters
of the Shimna River
tumbling by.

A sleek, black raven
silhouetted against a blue sky,
sounds his rumbling call
from a high tree top
before flying away,
his wings whoosh, whoosh,
whooshing
as he passes by.

Gentle winter sun
casting long shadows before us
as we walk
and bathing mountain tops
and tall conifers
in pale sunlight.
No need for jackets today!

A gentle walk
through Tollymore
on this sunny, springtime,
blue-sky day.
Relaxing, refreshing –
the perfect antidote
to the clamour and the chaos
of building work at home.

Thank You, Lord!

© Claire Murray, 24th February 2024

Count Down!

Ten … Nine … Eight … Seven …
Six … Five … Four …
Three … Two … One …
We Have Lift-Off!

I grew up at the time
of the moon-landing –
a time when every child
drew pictures of rockets
and could count-down
from ten.
We knew all about count-downs!

These days at Latin Mass
a different sort of count-down
is taking place –
Septuagesima Sunday …
Sexagesima Sunday …
Quinuagesima Sunday.
This is the count-down
to Easter Sunday
and it can only mean one thing –
we are only days away
from the beginning of Lent!

I can’t possibly say
that Lent has snuck up on me
because there has been
a clear count-down at Sunday Mass
for weeks!
It’s time to decide
what I’ll do for Lent –
no excuses!

Life has been so busy
this last month
and I’ve been snowed-under,
caught-up in building work.
But now it’s time
to lift my eyes heavenward
away from the dirt and the dust
and to consider the state
of my soul
(instead of the state
of the building site
that is our home!)

Time to consider,
“What must I do
to inherit eternal life?”

Septuagesima Sunday …
Sexagesima Sunday …
Quinuagesima Sunday …
The count-down
is on!

© Claire Murray, 11th February 2024

90th Birthday

Our family has great cause
for celebration –
it’s Daddy’s 90th birthday
and we all travel to Derry
by car, bus and plane
to join Mammy and Daddy
for the birthday celebrations.

Daddy’s birthday begins
with all of us attending
early morning Mass
in St Eugene’s cathedral
before heading back
to Mammy and Daddy’s
to have cream cookies
for breakfast!

Later on,
lunch in a hotel,
followed by tea, coffee
and birthday cake
(in the shape of a “90”,
of course!)

And, to round up this very special day,
a sing-song at Mammy and Daddy’s flat.
Slow Irish airs played
on the fiddle, mandolin,
flute and guitar
and old favourite songs
sung by all.
Good company,
good music and good craic!

Daddy’s 90th birthday
is a very special day,
marked by two things
that are so important to Daddy –
faith and family.

A real milestone birthday
celebrated by Daddy
surrounded by his family,
with everyone in good form
and in good health.
A truly wonderful and rare blessing.

Thank You, Lord!

© Claire Murray, 2024

Builders!

Our wee house is cold and chaotic
at the moment
and I can describe it perfectly
in just one wee word –
builders!

We have two builders in
at the moment,
you see.
(Builders are a wee bit
like buses –
you wait for ages
but nobody comes
and then two arrive at once!)

Dust everywhere,
icy air blasting through the house
and the occasional accident
(“No big deal!” grins a builder
but memories lie in smithereens
at his feet).

Tension and anxiety
are definitely in the air.

And off I go to Costa
to meet a good friend
for coffee.
Warm air and a big hug
greet me at the door.

Chat, shared confidences
and a belly-full of laughter –
a lovely wee oasis
of cosiness and happiness
in this cold, chaotic week.

Then a lift home again
and a promise to meet up again
when the builders have left,
the dust has settled
and our wee house is cosy and complete
once more.

Thank You, Lord,
for this wee oasis of cosiness
in the midst of chaos
and for the gift of good friends –
the perfect antidote
to a houseful of builders
(aaaagghhh!)

(c) Claire Murray, 18th January 2024

December Morning

As I raise our kitchen blind
a peaceful morning scene
is revealed.

Motionless silhouette
of a slender-branched birch
against a primrose
winter morning sky.

Cars speeding past
over the motorway bridge
(too early just yet
for the cars to be
bumper-to-bumper!)

An air of peace and serenity
this winter morning.

The prospect
of a leisurely, weekend breakfast
followed by coffee
at Apple Green –
bliss!

After lunch
we’ll put up our cribs
which bring back
so many happy memories
of Christmas Past.

Thank You, Lord,
for the gift
of a peaceful December morning
and the prospect
of a happy, family day ahead
(before the mad rush
of Christmas preparations begins
next week!)

© Claire Murray, 16th December 2023

Christmas Morning

It’s Christmas morning
and we’re at Mass
to celebrate Jesus
coming into the world,
specially for us.

During Mass
my heart lifts when I see
the wee crib,
all lit-up with fairy lights
that sits up at the front
of our tiny basement chapel
and I sense
that I am welcoming Jesus
to Bethlehem
this Christmas morning.

Later on,
during the Consecration,
our priest blesses bread and wine
and, as he raises on high
the body and blood
of Our Lord Jesus Christ,
I welcome Jesus
into our tiny basement chapel.

There’s just something
so special
about welcoming Jesus
into the stable in Bethlehem
and into our wee, tiny chapel
in Belfast.

And as I kneel in prayer
after receiving Our Lord
I feel truly blessed.

© Claire Murray, Christmas 2023